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24 April 2009 @ 08:54 pm
The Basics:
Name: courtney
Nick Name: court
Age: 14
Birthday: december 8th
Birthplace: dovah:]
Current Location: bedroom
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'5
Weight: uh..
Lefty or Righty: right
Zodiac Sign: sagitarious
Color: purple or yellow
Number: 23
Band: hmm nevershoutnever atm.
Music: anything really
Movie: ahh soo many! twilight probablyy.
Kind Of Movie: comedy or horror
Sport: softball/volleyball
Fast Food: mm i dont eat it much soo..
Food : spaghetti or pizza.
Ice Cream: hm princess twist!
Cereal: special k
Candy: reeses
Drink: apple juicee
Quote: there's a lot but probably "live for this moment. this moment is your life."
Do You:
Have Any Siblings: dos
Have Any Pets: tres
Have A Jb: nahh
Have A Cell Phone: si
Have Any Fears: heights!
Team: red sox:]
Have a favorite holiday: christmas or easter.
Sing In The Shower: of course!
Want To Go To College: yes!
Get Along With Your parents: yeah
Tatoos: nahh
Swear: not much.
Ever Been In Love: eh no.
Cheated: nope
Single: yeah. :p
In A Relationship: with god:]
Have A Crush On Someone: nope.
Been Dumped: yep
Dumped Someone: nope
This Or That:
Fruit Or Veges: fruits!
Black Or White: hmm.
Lights On Or Off: on
TV Or Movie: tv
Cash Or Check: caaash
Rock Or Rap: rock
Chocolate Or Vanilla: vanilla
French Toast Or French Fries: french toast!
Strawberries Or Blueberries: strawberries
Cookies Or Muffins: mufffins:]
Winter Or Spring Break: spring
Hugs Or Kisses: both
Have You Ever:
Danced In Public: yeah!
Smiled For No Reason: yeah!
Laughed So Hard You Cried: yeah!
Talked To A Stranger: yeah!
Partied Till The Sun Came Up: mm sorta
Gotten A Ticket: nope
Been Arrested: nope
Been Convicted Of A Crime: nope
Been In A Wreck: nope
Been Out Of The Country: nope
Random And Silly Junk:
Ever TP'd Someones House: naht yet:]
Egg Someone: nope
How Many Laguages Do You Speak: uh english and kinda spanish
Who Do You Compare Yourself To: myself
Ever Regret Anything: nope
Like Being Tickled: no
What Are Your Goals: idk, ask me tomorrow
Are Your Fingers Tired: no
Tired Of This Survey: yeah
Happy Now: yeaah:]
10 March 2009 @ 03:04 pm
soo, i didn't make it into Phillips. and i'm on the waiting list for Berwick. 
i feel like a big wave just hit me and kind of shocked me. i know that there are so many people better than me but this was kind of hard to grasp. like people were saying no to me continously. like i wasn't good enough.
this isn't going to make me break, though. i'm going to do my best and get good grades.
a group of people cannot tell me what kind of student i am. i already know.
We often ask God to show up. We pray prayers of rescue. Perhaps God would ask us to be that rescue, to be His body, to move for things that matter. He is not invisible when we come alive. I might be simple but more and more, I believe God works in love, speaks in love, is revealed in our love.
- To Write Love on Her Arms.

current mood: cheerfulcheerful
current music: happies.
20 February 2009 @ 05:11 pm
Birthday:december 8th
Current Location:dover
Eye Color:brown
Hair Color:brown
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:french
The Shoes You Wore Today:moccasins & uggs
Your Weakness:god
Your Fears:heights
Your Perfect Pizza:cheese with tomatoes
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:become closer with god & healthier
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:alright, contacts, i shall conquer you. and HEY GOD THANKS!
Your Best Physical Feature:i like to smile so that?
Your Bedtime:i'm an old lady so like 9ish
Your Most Missed Memory:kindergarten
Pepsi or Coke:coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:neither
Single or Group Dates:idk
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:lipton?
Chocolate or Vanilla:vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:coffee
Do you Smoke:nope
Do you Swear:i try not to
Do you Sing:yeah
Do you Shower Daily:i try :]
Do you want to go to College:yep
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:yep
Do you get Motion Sickness:not really
&..39;Do you think you are Attractive:'i suppose?
Are you a Health Freak:not really
Do you get along with your Parents:yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms:their okay.
Do you play an Instrument:no but i wish i did
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no lol
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:yeah
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:no
Ever been called a Tease:no
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:that's up to God but hopefully after goodbye
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:eh teacher/doctor, something with kids
What country would you most like to Visit:italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:brown
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:eh it doesn't matter
Height:taller than me
Best Clothing Style:i don't quite know
Number of Drugs I have taken:none
Number of CDs I own:a lot
Number of Piercings:two, my ears
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:zippo

current music: silencee.
i get twenty thousand epic fails for not ever updating this bad boy.
i is sorry.

i've been a busy bee lately with school and life.
i'm so glad that february vacation is next week.
relax time much needed? i think yes.
schools been insane with good times and a lot of work.
i'm about to pee my pants while waiting for those acceptence/regect letters.
march 10th and on.
this week is spirit week. crazy times to be had.
i love going to school in PJs. forreals the best day ever.

i've been like super happy lately.
god's been sending some great things along for me.
i can't thank him enough for everything.
rylin's a cute patootie and doing well-ish.
he's in the hospital right now but hopefully getting better.
baby jack is doing swell and coming along.
i love me some nephews. :]
babies make court so flippin happy.

i can't wait until school is over.
like this year has been good and all.
but that change is so tempting and i want it now.
lol but i shall hafta wait.. oh wells.

so yeah, i'm going to be a loser and probably not update for another month.
but if you really care about my life and staaalking it: 
i try my hardest to update that a lot.
and i has webcam. i put many goofy pictures on there.

have a good week/month!
tell me about the happies you have!
current mood: goodgood
current music: move your feet- junior senior.
Where​ did your last kiss take place​?​
eh, somewhere?

Who knows​ a secre​t or two about​ you?

Four words​ to expla​in why you last threw​ up?
uh, not a cool story.

Have you ever burne​d yours​elf?​
yeah, flat irons are good for that stuff.

What is crazy​ to you?
Me not having my Familia.

Who is proba​bly talki​ng a load of crap about​ you right​ now?
I wouldn't put it past someone, but I hope something like that isn't going down!

Who is your hero?​
My family, all of them.

Would​ you ever want to be a super​model​?​
Umm, if I got paid one billion dollars and everyone thought I had a ridiculous body.

Who is the most exper​iment​al perso​n you know?​
My Science teacher, straight up.

Do you tell white​ lies?​
Yeah, but I wish I didn't.

When is your next party​?​
I have no clue, hopefully soon!

Who do you want to be with right​ now?
Some kid.

How do you handl​e a break​ up?
I talk to my friends and we talk about how he seriously must have been gay.
Or I turn on some The Honorary Tiitle.

Your motiv​ation​ for tomor​row?​
Love the life I live, Live the life I love
and never forget why I'm here.

Do you know what you will wear tomor​row?​
Sadly, this weird plaid skirt and a weird polo and cardigan.

Last perso​n to make you laugh​?​
Mi Madre.

Last thing​ you ate?

Have you ever accid​ental​ly eaten​ an insec​t?​
it's not fully proven but a bad feeling in my stumach tells me I did.

​Have you ever dropp​ed food on the floor​ and eaten​ it?
Five second rule.

Do you kiss your pets on the mouth​?​
Yeah, because that's how we do.

Do you talk baby talk?​
Sure, cause I'm only like 13 monthes old.

What seria​l kille​r do you find most distu​rbing​?​
There's too many, sadly, but probably Hitler.

Do you watch​ court​ tv?

Would​ you ever work in a retir​ement​ home?​
Sure, just not as diaper girl.

Do you ​ believe plant​s have feeli​ngs?​
No haha

Do you laugh​ at peopl​e with bowl hairc​uts?​
Who doesn't? I get some major lawlz from them.

If you could​ fly, where​ would​ you go first​?​
I would go to Paris.

Do you prefe​r boats​ or plane​s?​
Planes after the first five minutes of take off.

Love or lust?​
Love, because it's mutual, always.

One best frien​d or 10 aquai​ntanc​es?​
One is good enough for me, anytime, anywhere.

Favor​ite food?​

What upcom​ing event​ are you waiti​ng and ready​ for?
Catholic Schools Week, heck-a-yes. 

Curre​nt smell​?​
Good, hopefully?

What was the last thing​ you order​ed at McDon​alds?​
Nah thank you.

Are you an emoti​onal perso​n?​
Yeah, very.

Do you like your name?​
Most of the time, yeah because it's different, but not when it comes to writing it.

Do you have plans​ this weeke​nd?​
I'm am not sure, hopefully.

When did your last relat​ionsh​ip end?
Like three years ago, yuh, i know what you're thinking.

What are you liste​ning to right​ now?
Indian Lover- Lakes.

Bigge​st fear?​
Rejection and death.

How long have you been a part of myspa​ce?​
Never cause I don't want to be raped. :D

Favor​ite place​ to be?
In a peaceful, happy, fun environment.

What are you weari​ng right​ now?
Boxer shorts, vegetarian shirt, and DC hoodie.

Does anyon​e hate you?
Most likely.

How many peopl​e do you trust​ fully​?​
A few, i give a lot of chances, and they get broken a lot.

Did you have fun doing​ this?​
These always are fun to me and I don't even know why.

Are you think​ing of someo​ne right​ now?
current mood: geekygeeky
current music: Indian Lover- Lakes
through out these past few months i have learned a lot about myself. i've found strength in the ways that i have never known. i have believed and prayed and loved more than ever. i have given myself to thousands of people and said "this is me, and i think this opportunity is magnificent and i'm the person for it."
that day at phillips when they were doing the interview, i felt open. i felt like i was going to tell this woman whatever she wants to know. whatever she thinks is neccesary. and i was open. i didn't feel boundaries in that chair. all i felt was hope, nerves, and the choke in my throat that you get when your about to cry. i don't understand why when i do these interviews or write these essays i feel like i'm going to cry. i think that i should be happy and i should be the complete opposite. i know why i get that lump in my throat now. it's because i am dedicated and commited to this. i am willing to lay myself on the bed and let all of those Admissions people cut and pick and find what they want in me. i hope that i'm the person they want. that my character, writing, grades, and personality is the kind of thing they want. i can say without a doubt that through all of these interviews, trips, and tests i have not met one person that feels the way i do. that talks with excitement, curiousity, and openess. that is tapping their toes. that perticipates. that wants this. i always leave those rooms and desks thinking that there isn't someone wanting this more than me right now.
i am so nervous yet so excited for next year. i am positive about two things: i will go into a school knowing no one and i will be proud of myself. even if i don't get into berwick and phillips, i will be proud. i put myself out there. i was able to be open and honest with strangers. i was strong enough to accept that i am myself when i walk in those doors and when i walk out.
the quote in the title is my background. it is what i see everyday. it explains me well. sure, i am not from a palace or kingdom of money. i am not the cream de la cream. i am the gutter. but at night i dont focus on that. i dont fret about not having the famous coach purse or skinny jeans. i think about my future. i recognize my potential. i focus on my dreams. although i don't come from the picket fence house on the perfect street, i can still dream. i can still set my aim and hope my little arrow hits where i want it to go. i can look up and never down.
current mood: pissed offpissed off
current music: you belong with me- taylor swift
17 January 2009 @ 11:39 pm

^ for work. :D

i'd be content with this as my summer wardrobe. :D
with some stuff i already has.
current music: kids- mgmt
16 January 2009 @ 08:39 pm

thanks. :)
16 January 2009 @ 11:31 am
i'm home sick today.
and i don't have very much today.
i filled my morning with watching all my DVR stuff.
now i'm just bored.
i should probably write something meaningful.
instead i'm just gunna say
hi, have a great day. :D
current mood: blahblah
current music: the way i loved you- taylor swift